The moment of truth lies somewhere next week.
Next week is a truly important week, because it involves 3 things that i’ve been driving for for the past 3 months.
1. Results. I have to score well for this. Not because I’m involved in the never-ending GPA marathon, but because I just want to prove it to myself. Prove to myself that hard work really does pay off in this brutal world, and to prove that i have the substance to continue pursuing what I believe in.
2. My Freedom. Even though without dedicating my time to school activities this semester, I am still equally busy. Why?! Nonetheless it has been a tiring but fulfilling semester, and I am SO looking forward to my good friends, “8-hours of sleep” and “guilt-free play”, of whom i have since parted with 3 months ago.
3. My internship. People whom i had confided in recently would have an idea of my internship status. In fact, in less than 12 hours, I would have to march back into the office and give in my all to the last obstacle guarding against my opportunity to work in my dream company. Please God, let me kill the meeting tomorrow. I promise I’ll be a nice girl and devote one of these days to a strict vegetarian diet in return.
I am so nervous for tomorrow’s meeting. More nervous than I was during the initial interview. Getting this internship doesn’t equate to have a temporary job for the next 3 months, it is the launch of my dream career. If i get this tomorrow I would finally allow my dreams to come true. I could look the people who didn’t believe in me square in the eye and tell them,” That’s for putting me down, you bitches”.
But everything would have to wait till tomorrow..
Dear God
You heard my prayers right? Thanks in advance.
Yours Sincerely,
Freda
